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The Curse Of Sotkari Ta
Excerpt, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book One
Montor appeared to trust Colora, so I felt free to open up a bit.
“We are different, but we both have been affected by things out of our control. He was extremely moved by that song we danced to.”
“Yes, the artists are an Arandan group that is putting a modern twist to old Arandan folk music.”
“It makes me curious about the lyrics.”
“I can tell you. I speak several Arandan languages.”
“You do?”
“Yes, sure, my husband is Arandan, one of the few
successful Arandans who were able to escape the planet with his wealth intact. Let me see, the beginning of the song says roughly:
Some say I am a good man doing evil things.
Others think I am an evil person doing good.
What do they know about me?
“Then the spoken poem follows. Of course, the rhythm and rhyme are off when you translate to Lostai:
There is no place like Aranda.
The rolling hills of Minterox, The Falls at Xendaro.
The magnificent red river that runs by my village,
The song of the Bendaru, the roar of the Masduro.
I fell asleep and had a nightmare.
Awoken by the thunderous sounds of war
I thought I was by the water.
But by the stench, I realized, the blood of my ancestors
flowed.
I am alone and my soul is empty.
I sing sad songs and try to survive.
Now all I can do is walk in solitude across the ravaged
land.
No, I can do more.
I can avenge the deaths of the innocents.
I can make good use of my rage, no matter what it takes Yes...What do they know about me?
“Then the group chorus sings:
One day, we pray all will be resolved and you can dance and sing,
One day, we pray all will be resolved and you can rest in peace.”
When she was finished, there were tears in my eyes as I recalled the enigmatic music that accompanied those tortured words and the soulful voices that sang and spoke them. I looked at her, and she was teary-eyed as well.
“The Arandans have had a tough time in recent history. War, drought, and famine have ravaged their world. The Lostai took advantage of the civil war there and are now using up any remaining resources.”
“I am no fan of the Lostai,” I blurted out.
“And yet you are training to be a soldier in their military,” Colora said.
It didn’t come across as a question, or an accusation, but as a simple fact.
“It is a complicated situation that I cannot discuss.”
Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
“Mina, we need to move our bodies a bit after all this food,” Kindor said, his voice in my mind playful in a way I had never heard before.
“Oh, no. I...I do not know how to dance to that music.”
“Oh yes, you do. I showed—” He stopped himself before completing the thought, but it was clear. We had danced before. I didn’t try to remember, to avoid bringing on one of those debilitating headaches, but this notion motivated me to go with him to the dance floor.
“Mina, it is three steps to the front, three steps back, then a quick double step,” Kindor said.
“Oww!”
“Mina, are you OK?”
I waved it off, but it was a jab in my brain, another painful déjà vu moment. I couldn’t help but feel like he had said these exact words to me before.
By following his instructions, we were soon moving in sync. He twirled me around, and I improvised a few moves. His genuine smile made me confident that I wasn’t doing something ridiculous. Several songs later, we were ready to head back to the table to rest, but the band shifted to a slower tempo, and he decided to stay. He spread his legs and pulled me close. I noticed all the other males did the same.
“How does this one go?” I asked him.
“In this dance, the males do all the work,” he answered, “but our bodies must remain connected the whole time.”
The music sounded like a heartbeat with electronic sounds in the background. He swayed me forwards, backwards, and in a circular motion, his hands on the small of my back guiding me. My cropped blouse allowed his hands to touch my bare skin. The result was something very intimate as his pelvic area pressed against mine. The thumping in his chest was almost as loud as the music.
I don’t care about his customs. I don’t care if it’s appropriate. I want to kiss him.
Reaching my hands up around his neck, I pressed my lips against his. This time, he responded, parting his lips slightly, his tongue barely meeting mine. He gave my waist a little squeeze. The unfamiliar shock that flowed through me caused my hands to flail away from his neck like I’d been electrocuted. I looked up at him and saw he was equally discombobulated.
Excerpt, Rising From The Curse,The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Three
Traveling via the transportal didn’t hurt but was a jarring experience, like being forcefully awakened from anesthesia. I had traveled through the transportal many times before but never quite got over that initial jolt. For some reason, traveling across short distances caused an even more intense sensation. Once I got over the few seconds of disorientation, an adrenaline rush took control, my pulse speeding up and my senses becoming hyper aware of my surroundings.
Considering we didn’t know exactly where in the building we would “land,” we were lucky. We ended up in one of the prisoner cell blocks, the most logical place to start searching for Amber. To our surprise, the area appeared empty, with no Lostai soldiers in sight.
Perhaps this block is vacant.
The second we arrived, Montor switched to military mode, his facial expression focused and emotionless. Scanning the area, we identified five corridors leading to other sections of the building. Montor assigned one Arandan to guard each entrance, and the rest of us split up to check every single prison cell. Rooms with locked doors lined the wall across from the cells.
My Sotkari Ta telepathy allowed me to sense all living creatures in the immediate area as lights in my mind, even those not in plain sight. I could also tell whether those lights corresponded to people with enhanced abilities or not. The lights of Sotkari Ta people appeared brighter and farther away in my mind compared to lesser evolved beings. All the Sotkari Ta in our group performed similar telepathic scans to confirm there were no living beings in the rooms.
“OK, there is nothing here. Let us move to the next cell block—”
I grabbed Montor’s arm and met his eyes.
“Montor, I need to be sure.”
“OK, sweetness.”
He approached each room and vaporized the doors with his rifle so we could check inside for anyone, dead or alive. The rooms included an infirmary, a laboratory, several offices, and a conference room. We found no one.
Montor gestured to the first hallway to the right. We followed him down the corridor, which led to a similar prison cell block. This one was empty as well. We returned and sped down the second corridor. When we faced the same situation, my heart sank.
Oh no! What if we aren’t in the right place?
Excerpt, Rising From The Curse,The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Three
“Our best guess is that Mina’s daughter is being held in Losarex. We intend to create a diversion at the border to try to slip in undetected,” explained Montor.
Lasarta and Foxor looked at each other but said nothing.
They must think we’re crazy to go into enemy territory. Lasarta and Foxor have grown to love me, but maybe they think I am forcing their foster son to take too much of a risk.
Montor probably sensed my thoughts because he added, “Commander Larmont assigned five of his soldiers to assist us, and Damari, Kristom, and Komar will be coming, also. We have a well thought-out plan.”
“Sounds like a good team,” said Lasarta. “We will pray for a successful rescue. I look forward to meeting your daughter, Mina.”
“Thank you,” I said.
After closing the call, I plopped into bed, turning away from Montor and covering my face to hide that I was, yet again, crying. There was no fooling him. He said nothing at first, inching closer to me and rubbing my hair.
“Mina, although you know I do not believe in such things, you have always talked to me about your faith in a higher power—I think it is pronounced Gohd. Trust that everything will be fine. We will rescue your daughter and be back with Josher soon.”
I turned around and pressed my face against his chest. “Thank you, Montor, for being my rock.”
“Rock?”
“I mean, for being my strength. I can always rely on you for support.”
“Yes, well, I will need some support too,” he said in a mock-worried voice. I looked up to find irritation in his expression. “...In order to get through this conversation with Kindor tomorrow without breaking the viewer.”
Excerpt,The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book One
Once we completed our exercises, Montor took me to the front terrace, and we sat down. He wanted to explain to me what to expect regarding my trip to Fronidia.
“We will leave early tomorrow to the location where my contacts have the shuttle ready for me. The shuttle’s sensors will be rigged to make it appear as if it is a drone in auto flight mode without a pilot. I chose the morning time due to the high amount of traffic landing and taking off from Renna One. The safest route to Fronidia will take sixty days. You absolutely may not communicate with anyone during the entire trip, as that will give away that there is someone on board. I programmed the shuttle to send an encoded message to my tablet once it arrives back to Renna One. This will be the only indication that your trip has been completed.”
My stomach was in knots.
Montor explained that the landing destination was a major city in the Fronidian northern hemisphere near a refugee center where I would be processed and supplied with food and temporary lodging until I was settled in. He explained Zorla would probably assign him to the search force, but he would make a point to limit the search to Renna One as long as possible. He said to avoid any suspicion, it would be some time before he could secretly look to reunite with me, possibly six months or even a year.
Our mood soured by the minute as we hashed through these details. My mind wandered as I tried to come up with any scenario that would allow me to stay with Montor. He said he needed to check in with Zorla to address some work issues and suggested that I rest, but I never was a fan of napping during the day. I asked where Lasarta was, and he said she must be working on meal preparation, so I looked around and found her in the kitchen.
“Hello, Lasarta. How are you doing? May I help you?” I asked.
“Oh Mina, that is kind of you, but I am sure you have better things to do.”
“I do not, and I would like a task to distract me, unless I would just be getting in your way.”
“Oh no, no. I could always use a helping hand,” she said, smiling.
She had what appeared to be poultry on a cutting board on one of the counters and kitchen shears nearby. It was larger than a chicken but smaller than a turkey.
“Do you want me to butcher this for you?” I asked.
She looked skeptical, so I described to her how I would do it: the drumsticks, wings, thighs, and breasts cut in smaller pieces.
“Is that how you would do it?”
“Yes, exactly. I am surprised that you would know such things,” said Lasarta. “Many people these days produce their meals using machines, but Montor likes his food homecooked the old-fashioned way.”
“Well, I do not claim to be an excellent cook, but I prepared the meals for my family. You know, there is a dish I used to make back on Earth with a similar bird. My family loved it.”
“Well, if you like, you can prepare it today.”
“Oh, but I am not familiar with your condiments, herbs, and vegetables. I do not want to delay your process...or worse, spoil everyone’s dinner.”
“Nonsense...We have plenty of time. Let me show you everything that we use here, and you can discover which items are like what you cooked with on Earth. Let us have fun with this!”
Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
I noticed one middle-aged male had been ogling the females from afar. He made no move to approach or talk to them. He just watched them. It occurred to me that this kind of deviant might be very observant. I introduced myself and showed him the images.
“Oh, I know them. This couple lives next to me.”
My heart almost stopped.
“Did you say couple? No, they are not a couple.”
He laughed in a lascivious manner and nodded for emphasis.
“Trust me, they are. I have seen them more than once out on the balcony.”
Anger almost as ferocious as when I killed Gio flared up. I grabbed him by the shirt and pulled him close.
“Hey, hey, what is wrong with you?” he said, alarmed.
“What. Do. You. Mean...you have seen them?” I managed to ask through gritted teeth.
“Seems you are very interested,” he said, meeting my eyes. “Better let go if you want to hear what I know.”
I tossed him back into his seat.
“She looks like no one I have ever seen...literally from
another world...caught my attention right away. I keep track of their, well, really her comings and goings. When they started to use the balcony for—”
“For what!” I shouted, and the bartender gave me a look. “Is everything OK over there?” the bartender asked.
“Yes, yes, sorry. Everything is fine.”
I glared back at the deviant and gestured for him to continue.
“They make love on the sofa on the balcony. She must have a preference for doing it out there because I have seen them through my balcony often. Hey, do not be mad at me. You asked.”
Somehow, I stopped myself from hurling him across the bar.
“Give me the exact location code.”
“Listen, I do not want trouble. Promise not to say I stalk her. I have kept my distance. She has never noticed—”
“Tell me now!” I roared.
“Sir, I am going to have to ask you to leave,” interjected the bartender, walking over.
“Yes, fine. We are both leaving.” I turned to the deviant and said under my breath, “If you do not step out with me now and give me the location codes, I am going to stalk you and break you in half. I am dead serious.”
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Excerpt, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book One
After the meal, Montor ordered a beverage that I guessed was supposed to be like an after-meal expresso. It was so bitter, I gagged. Ar Ona wasted no time in making fun of me. She said something to Montor in Arandan that he thought was hilarious.
I feel so out of place. What the heck am I doing here?
I found myself crossing my leg and arching my back, my nipples suddenly sensitive against the soft dress fabric. Gio had taken my hand in his and was rubbing it reassuringly.
“No worries, Mina. I have lived here twenty years and I still find it disgusting,” he said, his eyebrow arched.
The laughter stopped. I wasn’t even sure if Gio was referring to the drink or everything in general. Then he said something that made me freeze, as if someone had dumped a bucket of ice water on me.
“I am Sotkari Ta, like Montor, here. I suspect you, Mina, are the same, and well trained at that, since I cannot read you at all.”
Montor’s eyes blazed with anger. I was well aware that it was not common knowledge outside of the military that the Lostai were kidnapping people with embedded evolved Sotkari genes. For sure, it was not spoken about out loud in casual conversation.
“What is Sotkari Ta?” asked Ar Ona.
No one answered her question.
“Gio, be more careful with your words,” said Montor.
Gio was irreverent and did not appear to be intimidated by Montor at all.
“If you ask me, the Sotkari Ta are a bunch of horny
bastards. Imagine that something as simple as the touch of the hand could be enough to make someone want to jump into bed with you,” Gio said.
I slipped my hand out of his grip. He went right on saying things he shouldn’t.
“Mina, you still have the wristband, so I know life is not so fun for you right now.”
My eyes must have turned into saucers. I was at a loss for words.
“What is he talking about?” Ar Ona asked again.
Montor replied to her in Arandan, but his demeanor made me guess that he told her to shut up. She pouted.
“I would like another drink,” I said.
“An excellent suggestion,” Gio replied.
“I agree,” added Ar Ona.
Montor scowled as he motioned to the waiter to get us
another round. A few minutes later, I thought I heard some kind of music.
“That sounds very interesting,” I observed.
“I bet you have not heard music in a while. Let us all go so you can get a feel for it,” Gio said.
“Mina and I have an early start tomorrow morning, so we should be leaving,” Montor countered.
Ar Ona smiled sweetly at Gio.
“I need some private time with Montor,” she said.
My jaw clenched, and I imagined wringing Ar Ona’s neck.
“Well, in that case, I can take care of showing Mina the rest of Zamandi’s Room,” Gio offered.
“That sounds great. I am curious about the music here,” I
said.
Montor gave Gio a death glare.
“I expect her back at the bar in no more than one hour. Do you understand?”
“No problem. Let us go, Mina,” Gio said.
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Excerpt, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book One
“My name is Mina,” I said.
I reached out, and we squeezed each other’s forearms in the typical Sotkari greeting. Pleasurable sensations coursed through me coupled with a feeling of warmth and well-being, but not as intense as when Montor touched me. I yanked my arm back.
Not this again.
He continued to lock eyes with me, and I recalled how Montor said I should be careful who I trusted. I closed my mind to avoid any possibility of mind control or him learning too much about me. He definitely noticed, leaning forward and tilting his head.
Let’s see what he does now that he can’t communicate telepathically. Can he speak?
“Are you familiar with the Lostai?”
I waited for a response.
“Did you understand the question?” I asked again.
He gestured what I understood to mean that he was mute, so he was definitely Sotkari Ta, since Sotkari Pasi are able to speak. Depending on how well trained he was, I could be dealing with an extremely powerful being. This made me even more cautious.
“OK, you are mute, so you must be Sotkari Ta.”
He nodded yes.
“I am aware of your abilities. That is why I have closed my mind. I am afraid of leaving myself vulnerable.”
He gesticulated some kind of sign language that I obviously could not understand. We were at a standstill.
“I am not familiar with your sign language. We are at a
crossroads now. Should I trust you or not?”
He pointed to his head and extended his hands palms up as in offering. I understood that he was giving me permission to look deep into his mind and subconscious. Having never done this before, not even with Kaya or Montor, I hesitated. Kindor vehemently gestured again as if insisting, so I summoned up my courage. I envisioned myself walking towards his “light” in my mind, reaching, and gingerly moving beyond it. This required significant mental effort. I squeezed my eyes shut to focus, catching my breath as I experienced a blinding, bright light. It only lasted a few seconds, and then he was revealed to me. He didn’t have bad intentions but was curious as he realized that I was Sotkari Ta as well. I sensed no deception or ill will towards me at all, but the fact that I said I was running from kidnappers and now asked about the Lostai had put him on edge.
“Would you believe that is the first time I have done that?”
He raised his eyebrows, nodded his head, and pursed his lips as if to show he was impressed.
“OK, I am going to open my mind now, but I do not give you permission to go beyond communication. If you are a properly trained and morally sound Sotkari Ta, you will honor my request, correct?”
He nodded yes, and I unlocked my mind.
“Thank you, Mina, for trusting me. I promise I have no intention of tricking or harming you. However, I am curious, as you appear to be a well-trained Sotkari Ta. You must be the result of genetic transfer.”
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Excerpt, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book One
“Mina, I would like to give you something,” he said.
I bit my lip and worried about becoming too emotional as we were quickly approaching our last intimate time together for a long time or, perhaps, ever. He took off one of the two cords he wore around his neck. Each had almost identical shiny, silver-toned amulets engraved with unfamiliar markings that I assumed were in Arandan. Tiny transparent crystals encrusted in the metal sparkled in the daylight as it streamed through the bedroom windows. The burning sensation in my nostrils and eyes predicted the hot tears that would soon follow.
“Mina, in my clan we have a custom where parents give these amulets to their children one revolution from their birth date. They are worn for life, save for certain circumstances when it is deemed appropriate to gift it to someone. The second one belonged to my twin sister. Normally, upon her death, she would have been cremated with it on, but my father could not bear the idea that she was gone. So, he broke with tradition and put it on me.”
He hesitated, looking away for a moment before turning back to me.
“He said since I was her twin and we were conceived and formed together in the womb, a part of her was always with me. I am keeping hers, but I would like you to have mine to remember me by until we are together again.”
By the time he was done with his explanation, I was a blubbering mess. I wanted to tell him I couldn’t accept it, but instead of speaking, my shaking body only produced sobbing sounds. He pulled me close, his fingers entangled in my hair, and all I heard was the beating of his heart.
We finally separated, and without saying another word, he placed the cord with the amulet around my neck. I looked up to him and saw one solitary tear go down his cheek. This was as hard for him or worse as he was parting with a sentimental item. The idea that he might break down and cry was too perturbing and helped me regain control.
“Montor, I will wear this with honor until the day we see each other again. Thank you so much for this and for everything.”
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Excerpt, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book One
We met in the early evening to share a meal in the kitchen, continuing to communicate telepathically.
“Hello, my dear. Are your quarters comfortable? Is everything in order?”
“Yes, Montor, everything is fine.”
“Good. The first thing I need you to know is that I would not be surprised if Zorla has installed spying devices all over this spaceship to monitor our activities. We need to be careful of how we conduct ourselves and what we say aloud. I told him we would be communicating telepathically most of the time so that you can get continued practice. But occasionally I may speak aloud purposely. Make sure you follow my lead. I also expect he will be checking in with me often to get updates on our progress. We need to discuss how we will trick Zorla into believing we are busy making a Sotkari Ta baby. Any suggestions?”
I shifted uncomfortably in my seat with my fist covering my mouth. I had avoided thinking about this part of the mission and hated the fact that we needed to have this discussion.
“Suggestions, what do you mean?”
“Well, my dear, we must put on a show of sorts for Zorla. There are different options on how we do it. I have my suggestion, but obviously, we need to be in sync.”
The whole conversation was making me sick to my stomach, but I understood that Montor was right. We needed to agree on a plan.
“OK, what do you recommend? By the way, I am tired of you calling me ‘my dear’. Call me by my name, please.”
He raised his eyebrows.
“Yes, my de...uhhh, Mina. I informed Zorla that the idea of taking a female by force is distasteful to me.”
“Distasteful?” Outrage took over.
“No, it is not distasteful. It is plain wrong. How would you like it if someone raped you? Or perhaps your sister or mother?”
His face crumpled for only a moment.
“Yes, it is wrong,” I heard his voice soften in my mind.
Did I just hit a nerve?
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
One day and one night passed beyond Mina’s expected return time. Strangely, I was not worried for her safety. No. I was enraged, consumed with a jealous anger that I did my best to conceal from Larmont, his soldiers, and, above all, Josher. The time Mina and I had shared on Dit Lar had fanned the flames of my love for her. I finished off the bottle of brandy cursing the fact that she probably was in his arms.
I need to stop clinging to a female who has not one but two husbands. I have confused my place in her life. What an idiot I am, hoping to be something significant. Instead, I am just like a faithful pet to her. It is time to see if one of the female Arandan soldiers might have me.
Security alarms awoke me from my drunken stupor. I shook it off and contacted Larmont on the viewer, communicating to him using my tablet.
“Commander, what is happening?”
“Another Lostai attack, but a much larger contingent, six battle crafts. Our shielding has been completely compromised. I already have authorized our troops to abandon the base if they can. I will not allow my soldiers to commit suicide. We will return and take Dit Lar back, but now we must retreat. Take Montor’s son through the transportal at once, as Mina instructed.”
“But what about Mina? She is due to arrive at any moment. The Lostai will capture her.”
“A small group of us will stay as long as we can to hopefully protect her. That is all I can do. I know you care much for her, but she would want you to prioritize her son’s safety.”
“Yes, I know,” I said.
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Excerpt, Rising From The Curse, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Three
Montor took the lead while the rest of us fell into little groups behind him: the five Arandan soldiers; Kristom, Komar and Damari, who had served together on several missions; Lorret and me; and to my uneasiness, Kindor and Josh. Lorret must have read something in my expression.
“Joshwar and Kindor are getting along very well,” she said in Arandan, a bit of mischief in her eyes.
“I see that. I suppose it is good, but it is somewhat unexpected.”
“Not really, if you consider the one big thing they have in common.”
“Really? And what would that be?”
“Their dislike for Montor.”
I pulled a face. She laughed.
“They secretly mimicked him and made jokes about him throughout the trip, but do not worry. When it started to get out of hand, I reined Kindor in. He knows I have a lot of respect and affection for Montor. Not to mention, Montor is our leader on this mission. The Arandan soldiers that are with us would not tolerate too much of that either.”
Of course, she would have Montor’s back. He was her first love, but that was long before he and I met. This caused some friction between Lorret and me when she first joined the Barinta, but by now, a strong friendship had grown between us. I blew air out of my cheeks, wondering about Kindor and Josh’s conversations.
“I hope they all behave. Montor can be overbearing and jealous.”
“It must be a strange situation for you, Mina. Your ex and current partners, all together.”
She knows!
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
“Eating alone?”
I looked up. Officer Lorret sat across from me with her food tray. I glanced at her before I continued eating quietly. Not in the mood for socializing, I was pleased that Officer Lorret did not speak for a long while. Then she broke the silence.
“It seems you and Mina are close. I saw you take her by the hand yesterday morning. Luckily, Montor did not see you.”
Montor was proud of his physical strength, but I was sure my expression made it clear that he did not intimidate me at all. She chuckled.
“Have you known her for a long time?”
Lorret did not understand sign language, so I typed in my tablet and audio emitted with my replies.
“Her shuttle crash-landed near the small village where my family lived. She had intended to reach the refugee center in the capital city of Fronidia but got caught in an electromagnetic storm that veered her way off course. She lived with us for six lunar cycles.”
“Interesting. Are all people on your planet mute?”
“No, only those of us who are fully evolved.”
“Fully evolved, huh. Sounds like a pretty snobby way of
referring to oneself.”
“I do not mean to be pretentious. It is merely the reality of things. We call ourselves Sotkari Ta. I am a pureblood Sotkari Ta because all my ancestors are fully evolved. If we train properly, we have the abilities of telepathy, telekinesis, healing, mind control, and, most importantly, blocking.”
She appeared more focused on her meal than on my reply but caught the tail end of it and, I believe out of courtesy, asked, “What is blocking?”
“We can stop others with telepathic abilities from accessing our minds. Some of our population is known as Sotkari Pasi because they are telepathic but can speak out loud and lack the other abilities. Others have none of these abilities.”
Lorret continued to be unimpressed.
“Really? So much power and yet your people allowed the Lostai to take control of your planet.”
She is just as annoying as Montor. Are all Arandans the same? Well, Lasarta and Foxor seem nice enough.
“The Lostai took advantage of our divisions. Some Sotkari Ta who were upset with the Sotkari government assisted them. The Lostai are also ruthless at blackmail. They will find someone vulnerable in your family and threaten them if you do not comply with their orders.”
She looked down to her lap for a second, then corrected her posture. When our eyes met again, any emotion from her expression had been deleted.
“So, you said your family lives in Fronidia now? How long have they been there?”
“My family stayed as long as possible in Sotkar trying to help in the struggle to regain control of our planet. My grand-parents, aunts, uncles, and siblings were all killed or taken away by the Lostai. Finally, my father brought my mother, niece, and me to Fronidia. He went back to find my sister and was also killed. That was twenty revolutions ago.”
Lorret tucked at the scarf that covered half of her face and for the first time her expression softened.
“The Lostai are an immoral race. It will be good if our peoples can join together and take back control of our planets.”
“Would you like to try my Sotkari tea?” I asked, feeling a
little more at ease.
She nodded yes, and I brought a carafe and two fresh cups.
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Excerpt, Rising From The Curse, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Three
“Captain Noomar, it seems they are ignoring Commander Montor’s ship and are only targeting us. Why do you think that is? They would have much more to gain in terms of prisoners or death toll from the other ship.”
The Lostai battle craft hailed us again.
“OK, Colora, put them on audio only. I do not want them to see us.”
“Unidentified Arandan ship, this is Commander Leenox, representing the Lostai Empire. I will be brief and to the point. You apparently have a technology that Lostai military is interested in learning more about. You have trespassed on Lostai space and have fired upon our ships. Therefore, we lay claim to your craft and your crew. We will employ our tug beam to pull you into our docking station, where you will be boarded and taken as prisoners. If you fire on us again, we will destroy the United Rebel Front craft you seem so intent on defending. Our sensors detect their shields will not withstand another photon blast. However, we will allow it to leave our space unharmed if you shut down your propulsion system and comply.”
Commander Noomar did not reply. Instead, he contacted Montor’s ship. Montor appeared on screen. Noomar rushed to explain to Montor the message from the Lostai commander.
“Noomar, as an ex-Lostai soldier, I can assure you that the Lostai commander has no intention of letting my craft escape. Once they have your ship in their clutches, they will destroy ours and we will both be lost. The time has come to end this madness. Use your technology to jump through the transportal back to safety. I am honored by your crew’s courage. I hope history records your brave acts.”
Josher noticed his father was on screen and called out to him again.
Montor turned away from the screen. When he faced us again, he said, “Son, I am very proud of you.” He covered his mouth, and his eyes seemed to search the screen, as if he was staring straight at me. “Mina, you have been the love of my life. Thank you for that. Captain Noomar, I hope you heed my advice. Montor out.”
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
The sunset was a spectacular splash of orange, lavender, and gold but timid compared to what followed. Once the sky darkened, the water and surrounding woods lit up like an amusement park. The fish and creatures of every imaginable color glowed brightly in the dark, as did many of the insects that flew about and certain strange flowers that bloomed in phosphorescent colors only in the moonlight. The water that during the day was dark blue now appeared interspersed with streaks of neon green and purple.
Montor looked around and gazed into my eyes. His voice deep, he asked, “Mina, what would you say if I suggest we spend the night right here? I am sure we would be safe.”
“I am always safe with you,” I said, blowing him a kiss.
“What is that?” he replied with a startled look, not being familiar with the gesture.
“Well, since I cannot reach you from here, I blew you a kiss.”
He stood from the seat and spread some of the blankets on the small standing space. Then he placed the pillows on top and sat on the boat floor. He offered me his hand to guide me down to the blankets, pulling me onto his lap.
“You can reach me now, sweetness,” he said as he touched my lips with his fingers.
I smiled and kissed him, reaching over to grab some other blankets to cover us. I knew by the look on his face that we would soon be without our clothing. The unexpected neon colors, drinking wine straight out of the bottle, making love in too small of a space, sleeping cuddled on a river under a blood red Sotkari moon—it all made for a magical night.
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
Tears welled up in my eyes. I couldn’t imagine a young person living through so much heartbreak and torture.
“Montor, it is despicable how they tried to break and humiliate you.”
“I was so lucky Kaya cared for me. She tried her best to research Aranda and teach me to be proud of my heritage. She instilled in me the Sotkari Ta discipline of constant self-improvement and explained to me that I was special and possessed outstanding abilities and potential. As I grew stronger, physically and in my Sotkari Ta abilities, my Lostai soldier peers came to fear and respect me.”
I looked up, and our lips met in a slow, gentle kiss. When we separated, he smiled. We walked again, and he continued to offer snippets of himself as we chatted.
“Mina, just so you know, I very much dislike a vegetable called gotumi. Some Arandans consider it a delicacy, but it is mushy and smells horrible.”
I laughed.
“OK, I will make a note of it.”
My biggest surprise? This strong, cantankerous, arrogant creature that I loved wrote poetry. I didn’t know he had a secret stash of poems, many of them about me, some written since the time we were separated. We sat on a boulder by the river to rest. After much insistence on my part, he stared across the river and reluctantly agreed to recite one, first in Arandan and then translated to Lostai. He said it was titled “Surrender”:
All my life I was loyal to no one
Now her supple body is the land I fight for
Her billowing hair is my flag
Her amber eyes form my crest
Her gentle laughter sings my battle hymn
Victory is her cheek against my chest
I have won and lost this war
She made me both her prisoner and patriot
Overcome with emotion, I sat in silence. No one had ever written a poem about me before, that I knew of. Teary-eyed again, I reached up to tilt his face towards me. He tried to be aloof but couldn’t hold my gaze.
Looking down to our interlaced hands on his lap, he asked, “Do you like it? It is not very good...just something I do when I am feeling inspired.”
“It is beautiful. I wish I could express what I am feeling in a poem like that. All I can say is that I love you, Montor, more than I ever thought possible. I am so lucky to sleep in your embrace each night.”
He gathered me in his arms, our kiss more passionate this time as moans brewed in my chest.
“Let us get back to the house, Mina. I want to kix you everywhere.”
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
Tears welled up in my eyes. I couldn’t imagine a young person living through so much heartbreak and torture.
“Montor, it is despicable how they tried to break and humiliate you.”
“I was so lucky Kaya cared for me. She tried her best to research Aranda and teach me to be proud of my heritage. She instilled in me the Sotkari Ta discipline of constant self-improvement and explained to me that I was special and possessed outstanding abilities and potential. As I grew stronger, physically and in my Sotkari Ta abilities, my Lostai soldier peers came to fear and respect me.”
I looked up, and our lips met in a slow, gentle kiss. When we separated, he smiled. We walked again, and he continued to offer snippets of himself as we chatted.
“Mina, just so you know, I very much dislike a vegetable called gotumi. Some Arandans consider it a delicacy, but it is mushy and smells horrible.”
I laughed.
“OK, I will make a note of it.”
My biggest surprise? This strong, cantankerous, arrogant creature that I loved wrote poetry. I didn’t know he had a secret stash of poems, many of them about me, some written since the time we were separated. We sat on a boulder by the river to rest. After much insistence on my part, he stared across the river and reluctantly agreed to recite one, first in Arandan and then translated to Lostai. He said it was titled “Surrender”:
All my life I was loyal to no one
Now her supple body is the land I fight for
Her billowing hair is my flag
Her amber eyes form my crest
Her gentle laughter sings my battle hymn
Victory is her cheek against my chest
I have won and lost this war
She made me both her prisoner and patriot
Overcome with emotion, I sat in silence. No one had ever written a poem about me before, that I knew of. Teary-eyed again, I reached up to tilt his face towards me. He tried to be aloof but couldn’t hold my gaze.
Looking down to our interlaced hands on his lap, he asked, “Do you like it? It is not very good...just something I do when I am feeling inspired.”
“It is beautiful. I wish I could express what I am feeling in a poem like that. All I can say is that I love you, Montor, more than I ever thought possible. I am so lucky to sleep in your embrace each night.”
He gathered me in his arms, our kiss more passionate this time as moans brewed in my chest.
“Let us get back to the house, Mina. I want to kix you everywhere.”
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Excerpt, Rising From The Curse,The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Three
On the fourth evening of walking into our quarters long after Montor had gone to bed, I tried once again to slip under the covers without disturbing him, but this time he was wide awake and checked his tablet before pulling me close.
“Mina, it is very late. You are working too hard and not allowing yourself enough rest time,” he whispered in my ear.
“I appreciate your concern, but I am fine.”
“I miss you,” he said in a lusty tone.
His hand slid under my night shirt and caressed my breast. He shifted one of his legs between mine. The warmth of his skin was inviting, but I was so tired. I cleared my throat.
“I need to rest now, Montor.”
“That is a first.”
He was right. Our chemistry and libido were always in tune. We never rejected each other’s overtures.
“You see what I mean? Instead of getting stronger, you will overwork yourself. The body needs time to regenerate and re-energize. I think you should cut down your schedule by at least two hours, and—”
My muscles ached. I could barely keep my eyes open.
“Do not tell me what I need to do. You are right. I need rest. Can you not understand me? Shermont! I am tired, so let me sleep!”
I was never one to use curse words, much less not in my native tongue. A moment of silence went by, and then Montor turned away from me. I let out a guilty exhale.
Damn it!
I turned, pressed my face against his back, and put my arms around him.
“Oh Montor, I did not mean to be rude, but understand me. So many things in the last four revolutions since I was taken from Earth have been out of my control. My mental and physical readiness for this challenge is something I CAN control. Otherwise, I will drive myself crazy thinking about what my daughter might be going through while I am here lying comfortably in your arms. Imagine if it were Josher, instead. What would you do?”
He turned towards me.
“OK, Mina. I understand. Tell me, how can I help?”
“One of your great neck and shoulder massages would be awesome right now.”
“Of course, sweetness. I will be right back.”
He went to the reproducer and requested a special blend of massage oil. I turned face-down and inhaled, listening to the sound of him rubbing his hands together. He started by placing both hands on my upper back and refocusing his Sotkari Ta energy from lust to healing. My tension melted away as he moved his hands to my neck and shoulder area, his fingers kneading away each kink.
“Montor, that feels awesome. Thank you.”
“I am glad, Mina. I want to help you be as prepared as possible for this mission. And you know what else? I would like to know more about Aembuh. Tell me, what is she like?”
His voice was tender and sincere. Moments like these made me love him even more.
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Excerpt, Rising From The Curse,The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Three
He rolled on top of me, propping himself on his arms. His eyes flashed with fury.
“It is not only about what everyone else thinks. This shame burns in my chest. You denied me the right to defend my honor with Kindor. It will not happen again. I saw it in his eyes, Mina. Joshwar feels like he still has rights to you.”
“Montor, I am not property to be haggled over.”
Without warning, he kissed me hard, biting my lower lip and groping me in a rough way. I didn’t like the aggressiveness, especially since this was so unlike Montor’s normal behavior in bed. For all his swagger and arrogance, he usually asked me for formal permission before getting intimate. At the beginning of our relationship, I found this to be both a little odd and endearing.
“Stop it. You are hurting me, and I do not like it,” I said while trying to push him off.
“You are MY wife. No one else’s. Only I can touch you this way,” he shouted, pinning me down with his body.
He brought one hand to my neck. He could have choked me easily with only one of his large hands if he had wanted to. I couldn’t help but recall the violence in my past and was overwhelmed with dread.
Is he going to force himself on me?
The idea of someone I loved taking me to that ugly place was too much for me to bear. I felt the color drain from my face. Tears rolled down my cheeks. It only took seconds for him to snap out of his rage. He wrapped his fingers gently now around my neck, his thumb pressing down on my bottom lip before wiping the tears away. Pain burned in his eyes, and then his mouth took over, this time with a tender kiss.
“Mina, I am so...” His voice cracked. “I am so sorry. I did not mean to scare you.”
“You, of all people, know how that must have made me feel.”
He rolled off me and onto his back again.
“Yes, I am an idiot.” He clenched his fist and pressed it against his forehead. “It is just...this whole situation is making me crazy.”
He looked childlike, dejected, and repentant. As usual, I was quick to forgive his bad behavior. I turned over to bury my face against his chest.
“Montor, I am sorry too. I understand this must feel unbearable for you, but think about how I feel. My daughter—” The moment I said that word, the reality of everything sunk in.
Zorla. Has. My. Daughter.
“Montor, he has her. Do you understand what that means? Who knows what they have done to her?” I bawled like a baby. “I hate him. I hate him. Since the Lostai took me, I have been through so much. But this, this I am not sure I can handle. If something bad has happened to her...”
Unable to talk any more, my body shuddered with every breath. He wrapped his arms around me, rubbed my back, and ran one hand up my neck and into my hair. I ran my fingers across his chest and shoulder muscles. Our sexual connection was a powerful part of our bond. Raw emotion turned into full-on arousal.
He rolled on top of me again. His kisses were gentle this time. My body released its tension, and when his lips parted, so did mine. I accepted his tongue and knew soon I’d be accepting much more than that. One hand remained caressing my neck while the other traveled under my nightshirt until it reached my butt. He gave it a good squeeze before separating my legs with his thighs and touching me there. I pulled down his shorts.
Yeah, I’m ready.
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds,The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
We each had several rounds of drinks, and Kindor was looser than I had ever seen him. We both looked at Vadira and Hoolon’s spots. Their chairs were empty. We hadn’t seen them in a while.
“Oh, I am stuffed,” I said.
“Mina, we need to move our bodies a bit after all this food,” Kindor said, his voice in my mind playful in a way I had never heard before.
“Oh, no. I...I do not know how to dance to that music.”
“Oh yes, you do. I showed—”
He stopped himself before completing the thought, but it was clear. We had danced before. I didn’t try to remember, to avoid bringing on one of those debilitating headaches, but this notion motivated me to go with him to the dance floor.
“Mina, it is three steps to the front, three steps back, then a quick double step,” Kindor said.
“Oww!”
“Mina, are you OK?”
I waved it off, but it was a jab in my brain, another painful déjà vu moment. I couldn’t help but feel like he had said these exact words to me before. By following his instructions, we were soon moving in sync. He twirled me around, and I improvised a few moves. His genuine smile made me confident that I wasn’t doing something ridiculous. Several songs later, we were ready to head back to the table to rest, but the band shifted to a slower tempo, and he decided to stay. He spread his legs and pulled me close. I noticed all the other males did the same.
“How does this one go?” I asked him.
“In this dance, the males do all the work,” he answered, “but our bodies must remain connected the whole time.”
The music sounded like a heartbeat with electronic sounds in the background. He swayed me forwards, backwards, and in a circular motion, his hands on the small of my back guiding me. My cropped blouse allowed his hands to touch my bare skin. The result was something very intimate as his pelvic area pressed against mine. The thumping in his chest was almost as loud as the music.
I don’t care about his customs. I don’t care if it’s appropriate. I want to kiss him.
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Excerpt, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book One
As we rested, Kindor brought me up to speed on some current events he had researched in anticipation of our trip.
“There is some friction building up between Fronidia and the Lostai government. The Lostai government is accusing Fronidia of harboring fugitives and rebel factions. Fronidia reciprocated by restricting travel from the Lostai home world and their colonized planets.”
“I guess that is a good thing, right?” I asked. “Maybe if things continue to deteriorate between the Lostai and Fronidia, we will get lucky and they will kick all the Lostai out.”
“Absolutely. And in the meantime, the less Lostai coming to Fronidia, the better for the Sotkari Ta and others who have taken refuge here.”
“I cannot believe there is not more outrage against the detestable things that the Lostai military is doing.”
I shook my head in disgust. Nothing riled me up more than talking about the Lostai.
“Well, not everything is common knowledge. Maybe the general population is not even aware that they are kidnapping people and forcing them into servitude.”
I crossed my arms and huffed.
“How convenient for them. I find that hard to believe.”
“I did hear from Karixta’s father that the Lostai government is facing some challenges on their home world. A few newly elected younger officials are opposed to the significant amounts of funds invested in military technology, armed forces, and expansion projects. Even other officials have begun to question the morality of the Lostai expansion policy.”
“That’s something to be hopeful about. Not to mention, the rebel factions that are trying to fight against the Lostai.”
He raised his eyebrows in surprise. I scolded myself for letting that slip. Despite all the time I had spent with Kindor and his family, this was not a topic I had shared with them.
“So, it is true? There really are rebels?” he questioned.
“Yes, but they are fractured, small pockets of rebellions easily squashed by the Lostai military. Imagine, though, if they all banded together. Then they might have a chance.”
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
Hatred for this Earthian filled my soul, and a part of me wanted to stop his heart from beating, but I could not go that far. I watched as he walked straight to an area of electronic panels. He had a handheld device, and when he flicked his fingers across the display, as I suspected, everything changed.
A room appeared with transparent walls, most likely the force fields. My heart broke at the sight of Mina sitting on a bed, her head hung low, hair disheveled. She noticed he had arrived and looked up.
I must be quick.
He tapped the display and deactivated the force field.
I lunged and kicked him hard in the back. He fell forward near her bare feet, and Mina took one second to look at me, no light of recognition in her eyes. The next second, she looked down at him, stomping his head and face with the heel of her foot, leaving him dazed. I took advantage to grab her hand and pull her with me back towards the stairway. She did not struggle, and when there was sufficient distance between us and Gio, I tapped the hanstoric screen.
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
“Lasarta, I know we have discussed what will happen during the wedding ceremony, but I feel like I should be doing a lot more to prepare. I just do not know exactly what.”
“Mina, in our culture, the only other things the bride needs to worry about is to show up as beautiful as possible on the wedding day and be well rested for the wedding night. Family and friends are in charge of everything else,” answered Lasarta with a giggle.
“Really? What about the journey in the wilderness that Montor mentioned?”
“Oh yes, I forgot to explain that to you. It is a survival adventure the groom and bride must go on before the wedding, meant to represent the journey in life you are about to take on as spouses. During your time out there, you must find the right moment to thank him for protecting you, and you need to give him a reason to thank you for taking care of him.”
“OK, sounds straightforward.”
“One more thing, Mina. From the moment that the bride and groom decide on the place and date of the wedding, the couple must abstain from sexual relations until the wedding. It is supposed to ensure the groom saves his vigor for that night. Do not be surprised if Montor decides to sleep in another room until then. Lucky for him, it is only a few days. Poor Foxor had to wait two lunar cycles, but he was so patient about it,”
Lasarta said, laughing out loud.
“Oh my, another example of how much Foxor loves you,” I said, wondering if Montor could have waited two months.
There was something else on my mind, but I wasn’t sure how to approach the subject.
“Lasarta,” I hesitated. “I have another question.”
“Yes, yes, of course. What is it? Do not be shy.”
“Officer Lorret.” As soon as I mentioned her name, Lasarta looked down.
“You know her, correct?”
“Yes, dear, I do. I was surprised to find out she would be a part of our crew.”
Lasarta folded her hands while still avoiding looking me in the eyes.
“Well, who is she?”
“A long time ago, about ten revolutions, she and Montor
were together. But it was short-lived. They were not a good match. She was barely an adult, immature and very headstrong. She wanted to lead Montor down a path that, at the time, he was not prepared to follow.”
Then she did look me straight in the eyes. “I would not worry about it, dear.”
So, they dated ten years ago.
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
Kindor stood on the dimly lit balcony with a glass in each hand. I walked over and took one.
“Here is to a wonderful evening. Thank you, Kindor.”
“I am the one who should be thankful to have had such a beautiful female by my side.”
I sipped and smiled, taking in the view of the mountains, the royal blue night sky bright against the dark rocky ledge. Being alone with him made my heart beat faster.
“I never suspected you would be such a wonderful dancer, but now my feet are little sore,” I said, sitting on the sofa and placing my glass on the side table.
I slipped off the sandals to rub my feet. Kindor sat and set his glass down also.
“Lie down and let me help with that.”
I didn’t hesitate. His hands worked wonders, and I hadn’t forgotten how they felt on my skin. In all honesty, I was only slightly less drunk than Vadira. I lay back and placed my feet in his lap. He took one of my feet in his hands and slid his thumbs between my toes and then down the sole.
It feels so good.
His eyes remained fixed on my feet as he continued to massage them, but when I moaned, he looked up, taking in the view of my leg and thigh exposed by the slit in my skirt. Leaning over, he slid his hand all the way up and under the skirt fabric until he reached my underwear. Only then did he look me in the eyes. Despite the longing in his expression, he didn’t transmit anything, so I spoke for the both of us.
“I want you, too.”
He leaned in further. I ran my hands through his hair, getting rid of the band that kept it in a bun, and pressed his head against my exposed tummy. His breathing sped up, and he reached up to unfasten my blouse. Stretched over me completely now, he hovered above me with his lips less than an inch from mine.
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Excerpt, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book One
“It will take us thirty-one days to reach Renna One. That is plenty of time for us to become acquainted and for you to pretend that you are succumbing to my charms. When the time comes, we can stage consummating our love affair.”
His words dripped with sarcasm. By this time, I was so red-faced I couldn’t look him in the eyes. He, on the other hand, found the conversation entertaining.
“So, Mina, as we spend time together alone on this trip, I will eventually start making some overtures, and I will give you time and space to decide when you want to act like you are attracted to me. Eventually, the time will come for us to pretend that nature is taking its course, but remember, Zorla is under much pressure. We cannot keep him waiting too long.”
I covered my face with my hands for a moment and then folded them tightly in my lap. I had hoped that by escaping the Lostai, I’d be avoiding this whole situation, but clearly, I wouldn’t be able to get away from it entirely.
“Montor, this is not going to be easy for me, even if it is pretend. I am married and have never been unfaithful.”
With a wave of his hand, he dismissed this as irrelevant.
“That is touching, but the fact is, you will never see your husband again. Do you realize how far away you are from your home planet? Galaxies away. You need to pull yourself together if you want to be successful in this escape attempt. How long has it been since you were first taken?”
The harsh reality of his statement was a slap to the face. My heart broke under the crush of his words.
“More than a full revolution,” I said.
Now, tears began to flow down my cheeks.
“That is a long time sleeping alone. Your body must clamor for some male companionship.”
He leaned forward, smiled, and, same as he did the first
time we met, rubbed my cheek with the back of his hand. Again, a certain sensation came over me. Last time, I didn’t have much time to think about it. I had responded with an immediate defensive move. This time, it was clear. My toes curled. It was in my hips and between my legs. I pressed my thighs together. There was no doubt; I was sexually aroused, very much so. I looked at him, and he was relaxed with his eyes almost shut. Confused that I should have this reaction from only a simple touch, I became infuriated and lost control.
“Stop. It. Right. Now!”
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
The branding ritual shook Mina. I did not read her mind to learn this. Her expression said it all.
Is she having second thoughts?
I had been to other weddings before, so it annoyed me how stiff and vulnerable I felt at my own. During the procession, I tried to conceal my nervousness with jokes in poor taste. Fighting the temptation to search Mina’s mind, I distracted myself by focusing on the ceremony, but I could barely stop my hands from shaking.
Using a metal rod, the priestess broke the red crystal into many pieces and poured them into the iron pot in the center of the table. She used the metal rod again to stir the crystals, and flames erupted.
“Lock it,” said the priestess, referring to the bracelet I had gifted Mina when I asked her to marry me. I was a robot following her instructions.
The priestess verified that the bracelet could not be unfastened and dropped the tiny key into the flames. After some time, she extinguished the fire by placing the blue crystal in the pot. When she dumped the contents onto one of the plates, only charred crystal and a warped, melted piece of metal fell out, confirming the key had been destroyed and the bracelet could not be removed from her arm. The guests fist-pumped and shouted. Every nerve in my body stood on end but in a good way now, feeling that much closer to being bonded to Mina until our last breath.
The next step was for Mina to present me with an amulet and make a pledge of eternal love spoken in Arandan. To my relief, the nerves she had exhibited before disappeared. My mind raced wondering what she planned to give me or say. She looked up at me with those spectacular honey-colored eyes.
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Excerpt, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book One
I woke up to humming, beeps, body aches, and a splitting headache. I remembered losing control of the shuttlecraft and crash landing, but nothing else. Outdoor light trickled in from somewhere ahead of me. Storage cabinets, electronic equipment panels, and what appeared to be refrigeration units obstructed my view. I sat up on the berth I was lying on to take an inventory of my injuries. Cuts and abrasions covered both arms, and a large gauze was taped on my left thigh. When I tried to stand, pain shot up my leg and my left ankle buckled. The best I’d be able to do was hop on one foot. Not a good game plan for a quick getaway. I chomped on my fingernails as heavy footsteps interrupted my thoughts.
What should I do next?
In ten seconds, he was standing in front of me, tall with a lean, athletic build. I guessed his age was close to mine. Handsome facial features, azure hair and lips contrasted with slate-colored skin. He appeared to be Sotkari and reminded me of Kaya. Perhaps that’s why I remained calm, although his ultramarine eyes took my breath away. I knew most Sotkari spoke Lostai as the language had become mandatory in Sotkar after the occupation.
“My ankle is sprained. Who are you?” I said, avoiding his gaze by looking down to rub the injured area.
He understood the language.
“My name is Kindor Grahmon, and I rescued you from the shuttle wreckage.”
He did not speak out loud. His words and voice were in my mind and communicated in Lostai with an accent similar to Kaya’s.
So...He is an evolved Sotkari. The question is how evolved and how powerful. He could be a Pasi, a Sotkari Ta of mixed heritage, or a pure blood Sotkari Ta.
I didn’t display any sense of surprise, so it was clear to him that this was not my first telepathic experience. He nodded, an inquisitive look on his face.
“It is good that we can communicate this way,” he said.
I owed him my life. We had a telepathic connection.
What next?
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
I hurt Mina with my words and hated myself for it, but she was so stubborn. The worst thing I said to her is that I did not love her. Shermont! I even told her that Kindor might be a suitable partner for her. She called me an idiot and said I had no morals or something along those lines. I could take that. I never made myself out to be a scrupulous person. Then she said she hated me and told Kindor she hoped I rotted in a Lostai cell. Those words stabbed my heart like a knife to the chest.
The truth is Mina’s love is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me.
I pushed my pain and worries aside for the moment. My main concern was how to deal with the Lostai that were about to arrive. I could not risk communicating with anyone, and so hours went by at an agonizingly slow pace.
The two Lostai soldiers that had attempted to take me into custody were already unconscious when we crash-landed. I used my mental abilities to cause their organs to stop functioning. Ha! They were dead. Thanks to Kindor, my legs were functioning fine, but my back hurt and I had a few cracked ribs. I used the medical equipment on board to repair my ribs and contusions. Still, I was not in the best shape for hand-to-hand combat and decided to hide in the back of the craft to catch whoever was coming by surprise. I took the hand weapons that belonged to the filthy dead soldiers with me and waited. Timing would be crucial. I needed to kill them before they could communicate back to Lostai Patrol Command.
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
We landed in a clearing near a thick jungle. The Arandan sky looked different from those of Earth, Renna One, and Fronidia. Although breathable for all of us, traces of certain gases in the atmosphere caused the sky to be mustard-colored and the clouds to be a light blue and lavender. Our spacecraft was equipped with two small transport pods that we used to travel to the Tan Aranda rebel base. The small island was in the middle of a red ocean, subject to bad storms most of the year, thousands of miles away from any land. Tan signified “free” in the Arandan language. The rebels had stolen Lostai technology that allowed them to encompass the entire base in a force field that both protected and hid it from detection.
A young Arandan soldier dressed in a red-and-green military uniform with a gold sash across the chest greeted us. A patch with a picture of a bird with bright red, gold, and green feathers adorned his jacket. At the sight of it, I stopped to think. I had seen this bird before. Then it came to me. Colora had this same bird tattooed on her midriff. She wasn’t just a chatty beauty salon owner. Underneath her effervescent personality lay the soul of a patriotic rebel.
The soldier escorted us to a conference room where refreshments and snacks were served. After we settled in, a middle-aged Arandan walked into the room, also dressed in uniform. Montor, who was sitting next to me, stood at attention, crossed his arms over his chest, and bowed. The Arandan did the same, so I concluded this was a salute. We all got to our feet, and Montor spoke in Lostai, which, for unfortunate reasons, was the only language that we all understood.
“All, this is Commander Portars. He manages the operations of this base.”
“It is a pleasure to meet you,” Commander Portars said, giving us all a once-over. “You are quite a mixed bunch. I suppose that is why we must speak in that language.” A bit of annoyance laced his tone.
There was no denying we were a diverse group and, I imagined, interesting to take in at once. Montor and his foster parents had the typical leonine Arandan features. Montor, built like a heavy-weight boxer, stood at least six-and-a-half feet tall. Kindor was also tall at about six feet with an athletic build and could have passed for human if it hadn’t been for his slate-colored skin and blue hair and lips. Colora’s eyes had black sclera and tiny pink pupils, and her nostrils were two tiny orifices in the center of her face.
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Excerpt, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book One
“You know, Mina, I am supposed to seduce you before this trip is over, and I realize that I have no idea what the mating rituals of your people are. I mean, for example, does the male pursue the female, and if so, how does he show his affection for her?”
I tried to behave as if he was asking a basic question, like what type of animals we have on Earth.
“Well, in most of our traditional societies, the male pursues the female, but for more modern-minded people, it can go either way. Romantic love can also happen between people of the same sex. We have ways we show affection that are used between parents and children, or friends and family, and also these can also be used between couples, but as the relationship becomes more serious, things get more intimate.”
I sounded like a nutty professor giving a lecture. Either I had his undivided attention or he was mocking me. I wasn’t sure.
“Really? Clarify, please.”
Without thinking, I was wringing my hands.
“Well, for example, a mother will hold her children’s hands to keep them close and safe. However, one of the first signs that a male and a female are a couple is if they walk hand-in-hand. Or he might hold her hand while they talk.”
“Like this?”
He took my hand, softly rubbing and squeezing it. My heartbeat raced like it did during our self-defense sessions.
“Yes.”
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
Everyone was waiting anxiously by the shuttle bay as we walked in. No words came out of my mouth as I continued to the main conference room, the door closing behind me. I pounded my fists against the table until the pain was unbearable and then put my head down, my cheek against the cold tabletop. I sat there for a long time doing nothing other than repeating the same scene with Montor over and over in my head until a hollow grief consumed me.
When I stepped out of the conference room and into the main navigation area, I saw that Kindor apparently had taken charge and ordered that we lift off. I hadn’t even noticed we were already outside of the moon’s atmosphere and well on our way to Dit Lar. Everyone was there except Lasarta and the children. They looked at me as if I were a strange animal in a zoo. Kindor was tight-lipped.
Jutting out my chin and without looking at anyone in particular, I said, “I am emotionally unable to properly command this crew, so I hereby transfer all my duties and powers as captain to Kindor.”
I took a step towards the corridor that led to the living quarters when Officer Lorret approached me and blocked my way.
“How can someone with powers like yours be such a coward,” she snarled at me, her face full of contempt.
She appeared ready to strike me, so Kindor stepped between us. Because of her height, she was able to look at him, eye to eye. Her voice trembled with rage.
“And you...I am sure you are just salivating...ready to claim her...You bastard, we do not know if her husband is even dead yet.”
Kindor’s jaw dropped. Ice flowed through my veins. My speech was slow and my voice deep. I didn’t bother to look up at her and kept my hands folded in front of me.
“You know nothing about me or what I have been through. Speak to either of us like that again, and I will cause your lungs to explode. Now, please get out of my way.”
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Excerpt,The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book One
He picked me up in his arms and carried me to his bedroom, laying me gently on the bed. Sitting on the edge, he removed his footwear. After those were off, he stood up and began to take off his clothes. He moved with too much grace for such a tall, muscular frame.
I anticipated the moment when he’d remove his undershirt, ready to enjoy the view of broad shoulders and muscle definition. Instead, an ugly mess of waxy scar tissue, angry red lines, bumps, and crevices stretched across his chest and abdomen. The soft fuzz, gone in those areas. I barely breathed as I jumped off the bed to see and touch up close. My first reaction was horror.
“I did this to you!”
“Lucky you did, or I would be in prison or worse by now.”
Oddly enough, I became angry.
“I did not want to. You got into my head and made me. You promised you would never do that. What is wrong with you? I guess you do not have any reservations about routinely violating people’s minds!”
“Sometimes, I have to make the hard choice between being less-than-honorable and saving the day...and yes, because I am a survivor, sometimes I can be unscrupulous.”
My fingers slid over the rough, scarred skin. “Do they hurt?” I whispered.
“Do the ones on your back hurt?” he asked.
“Not anymore,” I answered.
“Neither do mine,” he said.
I covered his chest with soft kisses as if I could erase the scars with my lips.
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Excerpt,The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book One
The ride home was pleasant as we continued to chitchat about everything that had transpired that evening. When we arrived back at Montor’s house, instead of heading to the bedroom, he led me around to the back of the house to where the waterfall flowing by his upstairs shower dropped to form a pool. There was a deck with lounge chairs, an outdoor canopy daybed with pillows and folded sheets, and a bar. Tiny flickering lights and the soft splash of the cascades completed the inviting ambiance.
“Oh, I did not come by here earlier today. I love this.”
I sat down on the bed and looked around, taking in the view.
“Thank you. Would you like anything to drink?”
“Oh no, I have had a bit too much tonight already.”
Montor sat next to me.
“Mina, would you be up to sleeping here tonight?”
“Fine by me. I love the sound of the waterfall. I assume it is safe, right?”
“Yes. I have a force field protecting the perimeter, plus you have me here to protect you.”
He brushed some of my curls behind my ear.
“I loved the way you wore your hair tonight, but is it ok if I
let it down?”
“Sure.”
My voice was already a whisper. He took out the pins fastening my hair in place, ran his fingers through my hair, and massaged my scalp. I closed my eyes, enjoying the relaxing sensation.
Soon, his lips were on my forehead, my eyelids, my cheeks, and, finally, my mouth. Each time his lips touched my skin, a few seconds went by before the next kiss. Although my eyes remained closed, I was sure that in between each kiss, he was pulling back to look at me; nothing like the fervor of our recent intimate encounters. It struck me as tender and gentle, like young love, and I was overwhelmed with emotion.
At this stage of my life, I was supposed to be in a stable, familiar relationship with my husband. Instead, here I was at the start of something foreign and intense but, at the same time, forbidden and with no future. It was too much for me, and I began to cry.
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
I accompanied my typical morning meal of bread, cream, and tea with thoughts of Mina. I should not have allowed myself the luxury of thinking about her, but it was inevitable.
Will she be safe sleeping overnight in the thick Arandan jungle? Strange, the customs of these people. Of course, she will not be alone. They will be together.
Mina’s quick decision to marry Montor was somehow my fault. Had I not gone into her room that night and propositioned her, maybe she would have stayed longer with my family. Or if Karixta, my jealous ex-girlfriend, had not informed Lostai military that Mina was alive and in Fronidia, we would not have needed to rush off and leave.
I once advised Mina not to second-guess her destiny, so why am I indulging in these doubts?
Had I not met her, if all this had not happened, I would not be involved now in liberating my planet from Lostai rule. War was about to engulf the whole sector. In all honesty, if I had been so lucky as to be Mina’s partner, I would have wanted to celebrate my wedding sooner rather than later too.
“Eating alone?”
I looked up. Officer Lorret sat across from me with her food tray. I glanced at her before I continued eating quietly. Not in the mood for socializing, I was pleased that Officer Lorret did not speak for a long while. Then she broke the silence.
“It seems you and Mina are close. I saw you take her by the hand yesterday morning. Luckily, Montor did not see you.”
Montor was proud of his physical strength, but I was sure my expression made it clear that he did not intimidate me at all. She chuckled.
“Have you known her for a long time?”
Lorret did not understand sign language, so I typed in my tablet and audio emitted with my replies.
“Her shuttle crash-landed near the small village where my family lived. She had intended to reach the refugee center in the capital city of Fronidia but got caught in an electromagnetic storm that veered her way off course. She lived with us for six lunar cycles.”
“Interesting. Are all people on your planet mute?”
“No, only those of us who are fully evolved.”
“Fully evolved, huh. Sounds like a pretty snobby way of
referring to oneself.”
“I do not mean to be pretentious. It is merely the reality of things. We call ourselves Sotkari Ta. I am a pureblood Sotkari Ta because all my ancestors are fully evolved. If we train properly, we have the abilities of telepathy, telekinesis, healing, mind control, and, most importantly, blocking.”
She appeared more focused on her meal than on my reply but caught the tail end of it and, I believe out of courtesy, asked, “What is blocking?”
“We can stop others with telepathic abilities from accessing our minds. Some of our population is known as Sotkari Pasi because they are telepathic but can speak out loud and lack the other abilities. Others have none of these abilities.”
Lorret continued to be unimpressed.
“Really? So much power and yet your people allowed the Lostai to take control of your planet.”
She is just as annoying as Montor. Are all Arandans the same? Well, Lasarta and Foxor seem nice enough.
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Excerpt, Broken Bonds, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book Two
Mina’s response was immediate.
“Absolutely not! I do not agree with leaving you behind, subject to being taken prisoner by the Lostai. There must be another way. Why does it have to be you? Should not the captain remain on his craft?”
Time was of the essence, and I did not appreciate her second-guessing me.
“I am the only one here that speaks Lostai like a native, without any accent...and I know Lostai military protocol and how to pilot their craft. Do you have any other ideas?”
“But why do you need to land on the moon? Why could you not radio in from their craft and send them off on autopilot?”
“I am concerned their command might send more patrols this way if they do not get regular updates from these guys. Then we will all be in trouble, including the Sotkari rebel crafts that are coming behind us. Even if I were to kill them now, that would only cause their command to question why they are not replying.”
Kindor interjected, “I guess it was good I did not kill them after all.”
The last thing I need from him now is this unusual sarcasm, but he is right.
“Mina, truthfully, there is some risk that I might be captured, and if so, I want to establish as much space as possible between their craft and the Barinta so that you have a chance to get away. I plan to say the viewer is damaged, but if they do not believe it, I may have to awaken these two pieces of crap and manipulate their minds. For all these reasons, I need to get with them on their craft and head away from the Barinta. The two Lostai alone are no match for me, and I will make up some excuse for why we need to land on the moon.”
I knew by the way she was rubbing her forehead that the thought of leaving me alone with them terrified her, but she understood my rationale, and neither she nor Kindor could come up with another viable option. She embraced me with tears welling in her eyes.
“Listen, you better not get any crazy ideas of us leaving you behind. This crew needs their captain, and I need my husband. We will monitor your navigation constantly. If you need help, let us know and we will all go in for a rescue.”
“OK, sweetness, but buckle up. Remember, in my absence, you are the captain, and the crew will look to you for leadership,” I said to her in a stern voice.
She looked up at me, and I cupped her face with both my hands. We kix as if our next stop was the bedroom. For a moment, I almost forgot what was going on. I took a deep breath and looked towards Kindor, having to trust him now with those I loved the most.
“Please keep my family and the crew safe.”
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Excerpt, The Curse of Sotkari Ta, Book One
Midafternoon, Foxor took me to Colora’s shop, a combination boutique and beauty salon. I found Colora to be a personable character, who chatted nonstop. Her appearance was almost human except for two notable features. She had raven eyes, completely black with small pink pupils, and her nose was reduced to two small orifices in the center of her face. Spiky short hair matched the pink color of her pupils. She wore a short blouse that exposed her midriff and a long colorful skirt. On her stomach, a tattoo of a bird with bright red, gold, and green feathers screamed on her pale skin. She spoke in Lostai.
“So, where did M